Thursday, July 16, 2009
writings of the self
when it comes to expressing myself i do and i also realize that i am stopping self abuse. i was talking to a girl over the phone just now and i was enjoying myself expressing me but it went towards a different direction. i was being told that there was so much to me that i was "holding back" and that "i have to live". i did consider this as living in the moment as the moment as breathe. as she kept ranting about anger and how you must live out anger because its a natural thing and that we cannot hold it in i told her that we can correct when we feel anger in the moment to see what is behind it. that we must stop allowing anger to direct us because it is not who we really are. she kept trying to get onto something assuming that im not living enough, having enough fun. that i have to let go because that is what she at one point thought that that is what i once had told her and that she had changed. what i will do now is not to hold on to this moment but to breathe here unconditionally, thought i would write it down.